Before I continue with the rest of my kidnap experience you need to understand some back ground detail, this will give you an insight into my mind at the time and why I really wasn't sure if this was for real or if it were my birthday present.

A while ago I had a dreadful falling out with a once long time Dom friend , it's not important to know who or what about, but one thing he said had stuck in my mind and made an appearance during my kidnap..the words "She will pay for this" We both go into alt chat, and this is where, as you might remember , the idea initially came from, although I was mindful of the dangers of discussing these things within a chat room so didn't mention it again, but news always travels fast in cyber land. Also, as we all know there are many weirdo's on the internet. I had also told the whole world and his dog that I would be making an appearance at the November BBB. Oh and one other thing that may not seem important right now but will become clear, Michael had been ill and had the most dreadful cough!!

I tried so hard to fight the hand off that reached in through the back window to release the lock, but to no avail, the door flew open, I caught a brief glimpse of a big burly man his face disguised by a balaclava as he reached towards me and threw a blanket over my head, I fought so hard as he tried to pull me out of the car. I could feel hysteria rising in my throat. Fucking get off me!!! I am not getting out of this car!!! I fought him for what seemed like ages when suddenly I felt someone shoving me from the other side, I tried so hard to resist them but their strength overcame me. I was dragged out screaming. I was absolutely terrified at this point!!

I fought and struggled as they hauled me across the ground, I was slammed up against the side of the van, my arms were pulled back and held tight as someone tied them roughly behind my back. They turned me round and pushed me into the van, forced me to kneel on the floor then pushed my head down, I can not begin to describe the fear and panic I was feeling at this point,( in fact I'm shaking whilst writing this) I felt someone bearing down on me holding the blanket fast on my head all the while. The doors slammed, I heard the engine start up. I don't know how long we were driving for, my knees were aching I tried to stretch them out but every time I moved the guy pinning me down pushed me harder to the floor.

My mind was trying frantically to catch up, was this for real? What were they going to do to me? At this point I wanted to cry but I was so frozen with fear the tears wouldn't come.

The van eventually stopped, the doors opened, I waited expecting to be hauled out but instead some headphones were put over my ears, I could hear a strange voice being played through them, but I couldn't focus on it and didn't hear what was being said apart from the last few words, "stamp your feet twice to confirm you understand" What should I do?? In my head I was screaming I don't fucking know what it said!!! So I did nothing, I just lay their confused and panicking, someone grabbed my foot to force me to stamp but I kicked out in terror, with that the door was slammed shut and the van sped off.

Oh please let this be my present….please don't let this be for real!!! Then fear washed over me as I remembered the words "She will pay for this"

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©2008 Amanda/spankee


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